your a cartoon, i'm a full moon.... lets stay up.

a kiss.



(with everything that is going on, i feel overwhelmed. & overwhelmingly calm. warm. happy.)

wait a second...

3am party planner(s);

its time
** the lights are out
And Why?

affected, amused
and i'm still not used to it

the darkness is all we have.
its impossible to calm the storm in the depths of my head but when the light ceases it is okay --- 'cause less definition is easier, and I know its all gone.
but not lost.

it was always a business doing pleasure with you
I wish I could pretend to be listening
I can't afford this exchange rate

breakin' bottles
in this moment i'm with it
And silently I wonder what this image on my eyelids.
how often does it change.
is it me, the universe or both?
the connected-ness evades me and i claim to crave the understanding And at the very same instance i know its the course that will be. and shell be. there is no new thing.
(cease)
slow motion picture show
and the slightest glance to the side

comfortable silence


I prefer to stay backwards
I can only sleep upside down
I treasure these moments
by trying to forget them

holy snow

i worked slingin' espresso all evening. the snow outside was perfectly delightful and i went out and had a cigarette underneath the sky and it was positively intoxicating.


note: some people "get it", and other people just do not "get it". those people never will. i could go on.

windfalls of cash.

wednesday: going to be a good day. great invention universe! thanks!

hot & cold

its really hot
&
humid outside.

I like the way it feels in my apartment.

i need to shower, and i am hungry.

boring.

$$

i got my first paycheck, in like, months.

awakening.

things are starting to come together.

fux lounge.

yes yes yes

i am going to do it. in another city, i am going to create a bar atmopsphere... FUX LOUNGe. in honor of our very own Lux Lounge.

that's all for now.

we went back

 

we went back to the place in which we left our hearts. they were different and quite changed when we arrived. we are still trying to figure out what happened.

not

it's not easy

.... we left our hearts in the adirondacks.

what a wonderful year 2009 has turned out to be so far. Christmas was randy. ian's birthday plus 23 years was grand...

and. oh. my. heart.

want to go back to ERB ROAD.