nighttiming

its a wondrous adventure... my life, and the people i meet and see. spend time with. the intimacy that endures with people. late night hanging sessions have always been my weakness. its perfectly haunting how i have found some souls who vibe with that.


oh...

(and the trips i have been on)

observing my life

...


its crackling down... to this one moment..

of... decadence.

and... here i am, waiting.

for that one perfect moment.

hunter moon.

the full moon this month is called the Hunter Moon. The Full Hunter's Moon is generally in October- with the leaves falling and the deer fattened, it is time to hunt. Since the fields have been reaped, hunters can easily see fox and the animals which have come out to glean.

isn't that just fucking smashing?

ahhhhh....

the crunchy leaves of fall, and how i love the crisp air.

im a totally sap...

...look at me....i am a mess

really?

i love the stars... but, really? i mean... really? not doubting anything, but this is pretty exciting. kinda. exciting cause maybe someone understands... crazy cause its strange...



Personal Daily Horoscope of Friday, 8 August 2008
for Elizabetha Dibble, born 3 November 1983

Room for the new ***
Valid during many months: This very pleasant influence allows you to experience this as a time in which you feel in harmony with your personal and professional goals. Even if you face great challenges you should trust the whisperings of your inner voice if they tell you that you are on the right path. Everyday demands will take up much of your time and energy. You do not always have to give in, nor should you feel guilty if you sometimes say no. Such feelings of guilt have their origins in childhood, when you were dependent on your parents' love and attention. Your fear of being abandoned if you were not able to fulfil your parents' wishes and expectations was the natural response.

Under this influence these basic fears of being abandoned may resurface. Your boss may ask you to do things which you consider to be beyond your capabilities. If this occurs you should not hesitate to express your feelings. You are unlikely to lose your job, but if this happens something new and more appropriate will turn up. It will also greatly ease your situation if you can stop fighting to hold onto things which have become one burden too many, causing much of your inner turmoil. The ability to let go of things which have brought little benefit despite costing a lot of time and energy can create the space for new experiences.

The interpretation above is for your transit selected for today:
Chiron Trine Med.Coeli, , exact at 20:40
activity period from end of February 2008 until middle of January 2009

exit music

oh my heart was deliciously encompassed in a ball of love on monday evening at the blossom center in ohio when i saw radiohead, sigh, again.
it was so unbelievable... and this time the weather was perfect, the venue was perfect and i was in absolute heaven, here is the playlist.

Setlist:
01. 15 Step
02. There There
03. Morning Bell
04. All I Need
05. Pyramid Song
06. Nude
07. Weird Fishes/Arpeggi
08. The Gloaming
09. The National Anthem
10. A Wolf At The Door
11. Faust Arp
12. Exit Music (For A Film)
13. Jigsaw Falling Into Place
14. Idioteque
15. Climbing Up The Walls
16. Bodysnatchers
17. How to Disappear Completely

Encore 1
18. Videotape
19. Paranoid Android
20. Dollars and Cents
21. Reckoner
22. Street Spirit

Encore 2
23. House of Cards (Thom: “This is most definitely a love song.”)
24. Lucky (Thom begins: “Thanks to..” someone yells, “Hi Thom!” Thom waves and continues, “Hello Everyone. Thanks to Grizzly Bear.”)
25. Everything In Its Right Place

Radiohead

decadance

can i tell you how much i miss college?? my friend wrote this.. and i fucking LOVE it...

here you are..



one last stab at decadence

(a last gasp)

the final attempt at expression
necessarily preceeding the demise
of the mother of invention…

(the murder’s only evidence:
a slow vibration, diluted
until its effluence is lost among the stars)

maybe, in another thousand years,
the blessings and curses temporality imparts
(in shallow curves and terrific eruptions)
will bring about a return to pure innovation;
a truly human renaissance

or maybe, the gravity
from whence we came
will gracefully reclaim us…

(as you bask in the glow of being,
know too that such brightnesses
are framed by shadow)

there are depths like a separate dimension,
there are hellish heavens placed among
the million tiny points of light,

(stellar bodies that speak
in slow vibration)

their voices
swallowed by the vacuum…

(they are decadence’s last stab
at the night)


“the million tiny points of light”



-b